chapter 1

observing the armed camps at a place of pilgrimage


"sin will overcome us if we slay such aggressors. therefore 
it is not proper for us to kill our relatives and our friends.
although these men, overtaken by greed see no fault in killing
one's family or quailing with friends, why should we, with
knowledge of the sin, engage in these acts?
     the eternal family tradition is vanquished and thus the 
rest of the family becomes involved in irreligious practice. a
hellish situation is created both for the family and for those
who destroy the family tradition. due to the evil deeds of the 
destroyers of the family tradition, all kinds of community
projects and family welfare activities are devastated."

     the preceeding conversation was:

     A.) an iraqi insurgent conference
     B.) a foiled 1980 gurukuli coup attempt
     C.) arjuna chastising krsna over policy
     D.) one man's pathetic attempts at avoiding military obligation

     what if your whole life's worth hung on the answer to one
multiple choice question? if you have the correct answer, you
mount a speeding energy bullet that rockets you back into the
vaikuntha# atmosphere. an incorrect answer will produce a 
variety of less successful results, ranging from what you've 
been currently experiencing to a space shuttle type disaster
that hurls one back into the animal species in a kuntha
atmosphere.
     "gee, an awful lot seems to hang on the outcome of this
test. if only i'd prepared a little bit better for it, i might
know the correct answer. even if i guess, i've still got a 
twenty=five per cent chance of getting it right! no, that can't
be. one can't guess their way "back to Godhead"#. or can they?
why speculate like this?
     the confessions of a sick mind? the demented ramblings of
someone cursed with mental illness? and, if so, what could have 
caused such mental tramua? with the ISKCON suicide rate way above 
average and the abused child syndrome driving ISKCON's youth
suicide rate to over four times the national average, there are
clearly some points that would need to be explained prior to any
anticipated world takeover.
     perhaps a little more "unity in the ranks" would have us better 
prepared for these up and coming events. and if that sounds
ominously prophetic, so might the rest of the essay. having come 
from nepal, with meditative shakti from accomplished austerities,
some sage has sent the following data, via this medium, for those
with the ability to decipher the facts from the "fracs". fractured 
versions of half truths have often been marketed as "the real deal"
in the past, so why would now be anything different? the human form
seems to be eternally morphing into some new, improved version of
the earlier species, but it never turns out to be so.
     delusion and madness over one's granduer sooner or later 
results in the head to head conflict that attempts to solve the 
dispute over supremacy. this is true for animals at the watering
hole, workers at the water cooler, or militaristic madmen dining
finely in their palaces.
     some recent ISKCON related ramblings purport glee over the
death of one of amerika and israel's enemies, zarqawi, and at the 
same time this site claims to explain a god conscious point of view.
where is the viakuntha understanding of one living being dying
in an unenlightened condition? the cheap sahajiya imitations, 
posing themselves as learned men, have garnered a political control
over the financial aspect of what they saw to be Bhaktivedanta
swami's mission. the information gathered here contains personal
interviews with convicted mass murder, thomas drescher, known
throughout the krsna community as tirtha, tirtha swami, and 
"fringee", at various different times and in different locations.
these are the confessions of a Hare KRSNA hitman.
     bear in mind that tirtha has called the west virginia grand
jury into session four times with his "new and improved" version
of the facts. this costs the bankrupt state of west virginia
millions of dollars each time he changes his story, depending
on whom it is that he is trying to protect at the current time.
the current winner of the tom drescher award for spiritual
correctness is richard slavin, radhanath das.
    drescher's stories now implicate k swa and exonerate
radhanath but as a convicted mass murderer under incarceration
his answers maybe highly skewed by who controls his food supply,
currently radhanath, via his new vrndaban connection which he claims 
to have severed. could zarqawi severe his al=queda connection?
could usama bin laden repent his al=queda mentality? if bin laden
were to release a tape proposing an amnesty agreement and his
 family would rebuild the towers, would anyone believe him?
similarly, radhanath's connection to new vrndaban, the home of
his sanyass guru k swa, can never be severed. what lunacy to propose 
such a thing.just like taking Prabhupada's name from the palace and 
reducing it to the palace of gold or changing new vrndaban ghee
to simply vrndaban ghee. the palace of gold, once Prabhupada's 
Palace, has lost it's luster. the restaurant closes for structural
instability and the palace crumbles as the managers loot the 
treasury for their amourous escapades, even to the point of selling
the art off the walls.
     kuladri, the new vrndaban community general manager for five
of the last six years, has drawn annual salaries of $50,000 to
$80,000 with yearly pay increases a must. under recent pressure for 
his immediate removal, he agreed to step aside for the good of
the community and rule from the sidelines while putting ISKCON's
great white hope for financial success, lenny rader/narada muni
at the helm.
     muni had over 10 years of experience at bilking indians via
the new vrndaban community# logo and he seemed to ISKCON's advanced 
spiritualists detectors to be the perfect man for the job. he'd
lived at new vrndaban before and he knew that the days of austerity
were a thing of the past. he knew all the current felons in=
charge, and, at least so far, he was felony conviction free, a
real plus when so much of your time and energy must go into
heading off the next RICO# indictment.
     k swa's NY center is trying to merge with ISKCON only
to find that there is no ISKCON left to merge with. ITSGON.#
this then is the obituary for a make believe movment. just 
as Sita emerged from the fire having been protected by agni
from the time the maya sita left Laxman's protective fire
perimeter, similarly, the true ISKCON, the true gaudiya math
will emerge from the fire a more purified entity. like gold is 
put in the fire for purification, or steel is forged until it
is tempered and hardened enough, in this same way, the turmoils
the movement experiences are to be expected. "no pain, no gain"
the health enthusiasts often say. "you gotta feel the burn"!
soon, as promised by Bhaktivedanta Swami maharaj, all the
americans will feel the burn, as will the rest of the world.
He comes to complete scripture, not to challenge it.
     when life deals you lemons, you make lemonade; when life
deals you losers, you make a loser=torium. new vrndaban was 
the loser=torium for the entire hare krsna movement. the rule 
was if you had anyone too nuts to keep at your temple, you
should send them to new vrndaban. in this way, the most tough 
nut cases of the whole planet wound up on two hundred acres of
west virginia soil. and of all the nuts at new vrndaban, the 
most certifiable went to the brahmachari ashram.
     "come up to the top and try to live as austerely as we do!",
was the challenge often leveled at anyone wearing a white dhoti.
few people other than the provisions provider knew that the 
thirty males at the brahmachari ashram consumed as much "maha",#
sugar and fruit at their farm as what fed the two hundred 
householders at the farm at the other end of the commune. the
brahmacharis consumed more than four times the quota distributed
to the householders, yet still the "austerity myth persevered.
     some of the great personalities that this ashram yielded up
were sri galima, radhanath, kasyapa, and gopinath all of whom
play key roles in the criminal activity that new vrndaban became
a hot bed for.with this core element and the occasional other 
felons that drifted through new vrndaban, it had become common
place for the residents to sign vyasa=puja offerings# with
"the inmates of new vrndaban" rather than the more traditional
"new vrndaban yatra" that all the other temples used. it was 
a tongue in cheek aside to those who knew what it all meant.
it should have stopped being a joke long before k swa was able
to assemble a army of the most heinous child abusers since
kansa's time.
     the mentality that inspired the outlaw mystique fed the egos 
of some of those who resided at new vrndaban and the belief
was that if they were offensive, krsna would drive them away.
over the course of time the faith in krsna driving away the
evil doers waned and the faith came more to rest with thugs,
hit men and enforcers. the wednesday night fights, with matches
selected by k swa for his amusement became a "must attend" event,
even if you weren't scheduled for a beating. it seemed the
intimidation factor served the purpose of silencing any potential
complainers and it was usually enough motivation for those 
receiving the beatings to consider relocating to another temple
or leaving the movement altogether.
     the once unified ashram could still remain unified, it was 
just that the loyalty had to be to k swa or one of his minions.
similar situations existed eleven times over, all over the planet.
each of these "replacement gurus" purported to have become
initiating guru. jagat guru, on the order of their spiritual master,
while, in fact, just the opposite is the case. they are each
in direct disobedience to their own spiritual master and, 
therefore,only disaster awaits them.
     the second generation of ISKCON, having been denied their
birthright to have A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami as their spiritual
master, have the right to a far more important lawsuit. this
one should be between them and The Supreme Lord, complete with
His Explanation as to why all these events have transpired. to
bring such an explanation about, all any of The Lord need do is 
to humbly request The Lord to reveal His Universal Form to them.
He will do this, without a doubt, and regardless how distasteful
the outcome may seem, the real devotees will accept it with the
humble "i deserve worse!" attitude.
     still the battle lines are being drawn for a kuruksetra type
conflagration and the devotees only choice is "which side does
God want us to be on?". it is not up to any one individual to 
forgive and forget any of the transgressions of the laws of dharma#
that have occured over these years. one may and probably even should
forgive any offenses committed against their person but a devotee
should not be tolerant of offenses made against other devotees.
what happened in the gurukulas, especially those in vrndaban and
new vrndaban is an unconscionable obscenity and anyone defending such
behavior is demoniac. the current "it was their karma!" or "they
had it coming!" philosophies so much in vogue throughout ISKCON
are pure rubbish and indicate a very neophyte approach to krsna
consciousness. six kinds of aggressors should be killed immediately.
it is a fact. this is not 'dated material" as some in ISKCON have 
claimed, nor has it's validity expired with the arrival of sri
caitanya.
     not unlike flying the american flag over the palace. the palace 
that was once "Prabhupada's Palace" has now become simply "the 
palace of gold". what was once new vrndaban ghee has changed it's
name to vrndaban ghee. what was formerly the interfaith experiment
of ISKCON has come to be the "let's put the Deities to rest and get
laid!" cesspool. more fallen sanyassis in management positions than 
anywhere else in the world and the swindles they are now running make 
the new vrndaban of old look like a boy scout camp. it's not that all 
guests shouldn't have to kneel to the american flag before they visit 
the palace, but any number of devotees have taken offense at this lame
attempt to sanatize new vrndaban's image. two camps, the exiles and 
the usurpers, exist. to deny the confrontational manner of the 
antagonistswould be folly. to deny the existence of parallel 
circumstances to kuruksetra would be putting one's head in the sand
at a time when one's eyes should be kept wide open.
     knowing the symptoms of The Supreme Lord's Appearance should
make His detection obvious to one who is truly a devotee of His. the
clear disagreement over whether conditions are right for An Incarnation
to appear, forms camps that will be both decisive and devisive in
any attempts at negotiations. these camps, like moths to flames, will
ultimately be led to their fates by their natures and the unstoppable
urge to act. no one should lament past bad decisions unless they agree
not to act in such a manner henceforth. such ambivalence will be 
non=productive and stress causing and not favorable for anyone's
 God Consciousness.