chapter 13; your nature?; you're the enjoyer!; some consciousness. new vrndaban was non-different from vrndaban, Srila Prabhupada had said in Caitanya Caritamrta and k swa was out to prove that it was ever expanding. k swa was fast severing himself from ISKCON so he would not have to share vyasasan space with anyone else. he, jesus, and Srila Prabhupada were the only three qualified to sit on the vyasasan and he aimed to keep it that way. BTS and radhanath were initiating disciples but they were k swa's disciples. they were only initiating on his behalf, much the same as Swami maharaj had asked his disciples to do in his absence. just as Srila Prabhupada had experienced though, they would fail him as miserably as they could. k swa had to stable all the rejects and indictables from new vrndaban and he needed a place. juhu was an open battleground. k swa had been kicked out of vrdaban and he had no political presence in either mayapur or bengal. he had been offered some land in gaurgoan district but the title said ISKCON. k swa created ISKCON, new vrndaban east to keep ISKCON from taking possession of the donation and thus keeping the property as his dominion. as far as dominions go, it was nothing anyone else in ISKCON wanted. bhagavan anf bhavananda had folded up what they wanted from ISKCON and put it in their wallets and left. gopal had refused the very same land offer for over a half a decade and to lust after it now would only make him look more foolish than he already appeared. if you didn't want the land yesterday, why would you want it now? if you do want it now, why didn't you want it yesterday? a crevice of desert in low mountains between dehli and vrndaban, it was the perfect place for a hideout. with more bis-cobras than people, it was not a place that you would have to fight anyone for, or so it at first seemed. k swa had helped radhanath with his escape plans all that he was going to. he didn't want to make a link between their activities. another case of locking the barn door after the horse had escaped. k swa felt confident that since he had nothing to do with the ordering of the sulocan hit and since he was comatose for most of the planning and the execution stage, his true ignorance of the facts, plus KRSNA's unrivalled protection of His "pure devotees" would save him from incarceration. bad guess. radhanath had resigned himself to his fate and prepared to leave the states because he knew he was indictable for his having ordered the murder. k swa thought that he would relocate any of the indictable inmates of new vrndaban to india and thus spare them incarceration. kuladri was offered managerial control of k swa's indian empire and he was to relocate there immediately. k swa offered this solution to kuladri on the first of the post-sulocan trips to india. the prospects of that much austerity caused kuladri to cut and run from his instruction from Sirla Prabhupada, a life long commitment to k swa's service. radhanath saw the desert that k swa was offering and he thought to approach life in india from the much more accessible mumbai billionaires route. he would run the tikli operation much the same as k swa had run new vrndaban, from a climate controlled remote location. narendra desai(nathji das) had a multinational conglomerate empire that scoffed at national regulations on his behavior in any country, at any time, for any reason. nathji hadn't been born with a silver spoon in his mouth, he had been born with a gold one. his father was one of the kissups to the british raj who found that his loyalty to the british occupiers paid off well after india was given commonwealth nation status. the era of colonialism had been so adversely affected by messers gandhi and hitler that it would never recover. france would go back into, but fail miserably in, french indo-china. the creation of a zionist sanctioned government/state, coupled with the saud family's takeover of the arabian oil assets under the auspicies of the balfour agreement, offered to solve the kali yuga mans seemingly insatiable thirst for oil for their multiple gasoline engines. the unforeseen failure of the french foreign legion to re-establish it's former colonial dominance in africa offered a fertile continent for the emerging islamo-fascists. they offered an improvement on the soviet brand of communistic capitalism in the name of the state. the long sought utopian goalposts were now being moved so that the rules no longer fit the game. now our rewards were to come, not in this world by economic progress, but in the next life, the after life, or some other life than this one. the prospect of 72 virgins waiting for one in the afterlife should be sufficient to stop a sane man from forcing himself on to a virgin in this world. for those with faith, this works. for the others, there is prison. some form of prison must always exist because a certain portion of any population will be overcome by evil. Swami maharaj would speak of the need to build a prison house because there will always be those souls who rebel against the will of The Lord. given the illusion of minute independence, we clutch to the illusion, just as a monkey clings to the rock in a hollow coconut, thus rendering him trapped. if he would let go of his attachments, he would ba able to escape. his freedom is within his grasp. he simply has to give up his attachment for those things that he's holding. like the illustrious ISKCON Godbrothers, nathji and amburish, we must understand that if we don't return The Supreme Lord His property, those claiming to hold it will lose control of everything they think their own, even their own bodily functions. topping the list of those seeking to be released from obligation for the travesties of justice that occurred in ISKCON, these multimillionaires claim to speak for the rank and file devotees. they never speak to them, how can they claim to speak for them? from the mansion in alachua, can't you hear the cries of the devotee children living in trailers of other welfare housing, right in their living space? from your fisher mansion in detriot, can't you hear the aging and the aching hearts of those children whose lives you've ruined? of those women whose chastity you've compromised in the name of preaching? of those men whose service you've rejected? how can they call themselves leaders when they offer no service when servants come to surrender? it begs the question,"who died and left them in charge?". it always comes back to the same thing. they require someone to die before they are needed as anything other than servants. as administrators of the last will and testament of His Divine Grace AC Bhaktivedanta Swami, none can be very proud of the job they have done in executing these final instructions. if they are capable administrators of the will and trust, why do they seek to be resolved from their obligations and responsibilities? no one asks these tough questions for the following reasons: 1. they are satisfied with things as they are. 2, they just want to get on with their lives. 3. they don't care what the felonious crooks do with the mission and it's assets. six people out of the almost 700 claimants have stated their objections to the preposterous nature of the bankruptcy settlement agreement. in discovery, ISKCON attorney sandy frey, speaking in wheelings federal bankruptcy court, outlined a scheme to offer disproportionately low settlement numbers and then appeal those payment proposals even lower. ISKCON has stayed on game plan to the present in that regard. ISKCON lawyer amarendra das stated his philosophy after it's successful use in the robin george complaint in 1992. the devotees faith is being tested daily, and to many standards, pushed beyond it's breaking point. the devotee can take shelter in KRSNA's promise in Sri Gita,"whenever it's needed, I will come back again and fix it"(BG 4:7-8). the favorable conditions for a re-appearance of The Lord in this realm must be obvious to those with the purity of heart required. the paradox that the conditions must be so hellish that Lord is required to come to fix it, and the resultant assosciation that one gains from experiencing those austerities leads to the prayers of queen kunti, "let these calamities come again and again, because by so doing, we are forced to take shelter of Your Lotus Feet, which are our only true shelter afterall." bhagavatam describes these times. bible describes these times. koran describes these times. KRSNA also tells us, "fools and rascals deride My Descent". we can expect it with a certainty. fools think that His Activities, like theirs, are simply the product of sexual longings. that wouldn't make The Self-Sufficient Philosopher very self-sufficient, would it? if His Activities are a product of anyones sexual longings, it's ours. He has come to satisfy all our desires and if they are material, that only makes it so much easier for Him. if our desire is for The Absolute Truth, Personally, He will fill even that request. in many cases, He fills that request without even the requisitioner being aware that it has happened. after the fact realizations of The Absolute contacts are no less significant because of their untimely nature. much the same as the kings of yore would slip among the common people in disguise to see their true feelings, our Eternal Lord sometimes manifests right in the middle of our lives to give us the opportunity to render some umknowing devotional service.not all of us avail ourselves of His Mercy in this manner. the knower of the field is not the owner of the field and one who knows this does not degrade himself by his mind. many prefer arcana-siddha, Deity worship, or one of the other of the nine processes of devotional service. in an age when temple puja and Deity worship are not the recommended method of worship, such attempts may prove to be as difficult as any of the impersonal paths. radhanath could not bring himself to stay at the tikli hideout, so he upgraded his living accommodations to mumbai standards. nariman point standards. top buffoon had been chased around the planet by interpol from the time he told prthu that he had orchestrated the sulocan killing. he had gone to ireland as part of their escape plan but that had not gone as well as could have been hoped for. good sense and the knowledge that they would not be received as conquering heroes for the murder was starting to now settle into the disillusioned new vrndaban psyches. radhanath knew to minimize his involvement in the murder unless he wanted to be run from one temple to the next by law enforcement officials. he may have been more popular than most of k swa'a sanyassis at an ISKCON temple, but that was like being the most popular black at a ku klux klan rally. it still wasn't a good thing. it was, however, a base from which he could launch a "reunification with ISKCON" from in the event the sulocan murder continued to sour the atmosphere between ISKCON and k swa's rebel sanyassis. k swa had gleaned all the financial strength that he could from the mumbai financial district and radhanath planned to make full use of such facility. one such aspect of the mumbai area resources included the lady northcoate orphanage. a vestige of the days when the british occupied india with more violence than the swordsmen of islam. one of the palaces built by the plunderers, to date, this building has been a common bedding area for some of the marauding bands of orphans and other street urchins of the chowpatti, mumbai area. having been downsized by the current lord of the manor, doc desai, to a less costly feeding operation, the northcoate building was virtually empty. this then became the location from which k swa and his minions could launch their "better than ISKCON/the real ISKCON" campaign to establish their version of The Absolute Truth. with the ceremonial needs of his breakaway sect met, the only thing that k swa still needed was new recruits. these were the paranoia filled, dog days of k swa's preaching mission. as k swa's number two on all spiritual matters, radhanath explained all his sanyass guru's mindset to any neophytes who might only see k swa as a cantankerous old man. this was requiring more and more planning on everyones part and radhanath needed a secure area, away from the intimacy that ashram living would bring. having virtually all of india at his financial fingertips, all of his billion dollar problems were solved by multiple billionaire disciples.